Forgotten Hurts

Anything that truly hurts is hard to forget. I’m sitting in my office listening to Kevin Lavar’s song called a Heart That Forgives. The words can be very touching and for over a year I had his video of this song posted on the right side banner of this blog. I began to think over my life for the last year and a half and examine the things that have happened. I’ve come to the conclusion that the pains and hurts that I felt and went through aren’t forgotten, but I don’t hold any animosity against the individuals. In my eyes I realized what happen and realize who did what, but I’ve decided to shield my heart, mind, body and soul from certain individuals going forth in my life. Now saying that I’m not saying that I won’t speak if I have too, but I’ve learned that if God saves you out of the lion’s den then you don’t ask him to put you back in for a second time. When God frees you from the snares of the enemy you don’t ask to return. My mind begins to think of the past and even now so much of it is just a blurred memory. As of right now I don’t care. Now when I say I don’t care I’m not saying that in a smart way I’m just saying I don’t want to live in the past. I don’t want to talk about it. I want to move forward no matter if it’s by my self or just with God by my side. Past hurts are hard to forget, but I have no desire to continue living in them.