Trust the process

This last month has been interesting to say the least. A simple post ended up sparking some amazing things in my life. It is interesting how people take the things you write and run with them. In many ways you don’t have to even be referring to them but they take what they want from what you write and assume they know you better than you know yourself. On this day I had to stop and think how do you really want to handle this situation? Do you conduct yourself in the same manner the person is or do you take the high road? After a while you get tired of being a target. The need and want to fight to defend yourself comes naturally when you don’t want to take it anymore.  This day I wanted something different. I responded in a manner that left the person with nothing to rebuttal. Instead they decided to take their argument elsewhere. In my mind I kept thinking I wish this person would go away. Just leave me alone. I had already unfollowed them on one platform and then on another I couldn’t find my saving grace to save my life.  Then one day God spoke and showed me a feature I wasn’t aware of. With a quick click of the mouse I was given such joy. You can be connected to people but not contaminated by them. On one platform I unfollowed them and on another I simply decided to mute all of their content. There was nothing more for me to see. No need to get worked up over things I didn’t care about. Being tortured for years over people trying to tell you how to act, what to say and how you should conduct yourself.  When at times you didn’t see them act in the upstanding way, they claimed you should. It was at the moment that blessing started hitting my life each day. Even though they were little each blessing gave me more courage and more happiness in my life. After that the sky became my limit. I was hopeful of happiness and I received it. I was longing for the love I wanted and I got that too. Situations that happened in the past were brought to light and things changed for my good. We never understand why we go through what we go through. We hate the pressure and pain but in the end the blessing out weigh the trouble you went through. People may never understand the light you stand in and many will try to dim it to create a spotlight for themselves. Know your worth. Understand you deserve better and be willing to stand for what you no longer want to put up with or tolerate. You deserve happiness even if those around you stand in a circle of misery. Love yourself and love will come back to you in return.