How about I pay you dust

Since I’m trying my best not to go crazy on social media let me just drop my feeling here. This morning I decided to share some holiday cheer. Just a simple happy holiday nothing big. The message was sent to friends as well as some people who I really could put on a less desirable list. Instead of a simple thank you I received a reply stating “I don’t think you meant to send this to me.” Ok let me be real with you at this moment I really wanted to curse. I mean full-blown sailor style, but instead I ignored my basic instincts and just said “Yes I did mean to send this to you I was trying to be nice. Then I followed it with I sent this as a mass text to quite a few people so you won’t be the only person receiving this message.” A simple thank you happy holidays would suffice. Truth of the matter I really debated over sending the message to them when I sent the group text, but if it wasn’t for the good Lord telling me to be nice and it’s the holidays and make sure people know you don’t hate them even though they did me wrong brother you wouldn’t have heard nothing from me. In life you have to move on from things that happen to you, and things people do to you. Please, believe me, I have no intention on having some long dissertation with this individual. Yeah, you won’t be lying on me or making things to be something it’s not. Hence the reason why I sent my entire message to another neutral party. It’s a shame I have to do that, but you have to cover yourself.  When I say how about I pay you dust I am really saying I can throw you in the sea of forgetfulness and not even throw you a life jacket. Some people think to highly of themselves.  People do you wrong and then question your niceness. How about this I don’t live on bitter alley nor do I stroll down petty boulevard or even better I have no interest on swinging past let’s get back avenue. It’s the holidays take it for what it is. I really could have told you to go to purgatory, but that wouldn’t be Christian like. I said all of that to say this ending message “Don’t allow other peoples hang up to become your hang up.”  If a person has to question your intent when you haven’t done anything wrong to them maybe you should ask them to check the guilt that lies within.  Now let me go and repent to God for all of the bad words I really wanted to say. As I stated I’m a Christian and I’m trying to do right, but it can be hard. Everyone says they want to go to heaven but some never do the work to make things right so they can go.